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one cares most about — even when I was fully persuaded you were a myth, for Even then my heart yearned to you as it often does to an avowedly fictitious character." A sentimental Becky Sharp writing to an imaginary lover, could hardly express her feelings better!

I will see to your scientific questions next week. I am not at home at present, but quite near to Darjeeling, in the Lamasery, the object of poor H.P.B.'s longings. I thought of leaving by the end of September but find it rather difficult on account of Nobin's boy. Most probably, also I will have to interview in my own skin the Old Lady if M. brings her here. And — he has to bring her — or lose her for ever — at least, as far as the physical triad is concerned. And now good-bye, I ask you again — do not frighten my little man; he may prove useful to you some day — only do not forget — he is but an appearance.

Yours,

K. H.


Notes: 

Becky Sharp is the anti-heroine of W. M. Thackeray's satirical novel Vanity Fair (1847–48).

my little man refers to Babaji, who would "lend" his body to Gwala K. Deb (whose mystical name was Dharbagiri Nath), a chela of Master K.H.