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born for its criminal nature. If a remorse of conscience (the latter proceeding always from the 6th principle) has only once been felt during the period of bliss and really spiritual love, born in the 6th & 5th, however polluted by the desires of the 4th, or Kamarupa, — then this remorse mustsurvive and will accompany incessantly the scenes of pure love. I need not enter into details, since a physiological expert, as I take you to be, need hardly have his imagination and intuitions prompted by a psychological observer of my sort. Search in the depths of your conscience and memory, and try to see what are the scenes that are likely to take their firm hold upon you; when once more in their presence you find yourself living them over again; and that, ensnared, you will have forgotten all the rest — this letter among other things, since in the course of events it will come far later on in the panorama of your resurrected life. I have no right to look into your past life.

Whenever I may have caught glimpses of it, I have invariably turned my eyes away, for I have to deal with the